***Present Day (The day after telling Safaree her secret)***
Nicki woke up feeling more refreshed than she had in a long time, 3 months actually! As she allowed herself to wake up, she unconsciously massaged her tummy and got lost in her thoughts. She snapped out of her trance when her phone started to buzz on her bedside table. She had 14 text messages from Lauren, Candi, Jelani and Safaree and 3 Missed calls from Lauren.
"Where the hell have I been?" She muttered to herself as she pulled her comforter back. When she looked over at her alarm clock she almost died, it read 11:00am. "I was sleep that long? Well musta needed it" She thought to herself as she replied to her friends messages. Candi and Lauren were super worried about her on friday when she disappeared after talking to Mr Tomlinson. She let them know she was ok and that her and Faree were solid again. Safaree's message was as ignorant as ever and made he roll eyes and laugh. As she got to Jelani's message there was a knock at the front door.
"Now who in the hell could that be?" She said angrily as she threw on her robe and jogged down the stairs, as he opened it she screamed cries of joy and surprise.
"Laniiiii!!" She jumped up and threw her arms around his neck and dangled as he wrapped his arms around her. It was her brother Jelani, even though he still lived in Queens it was rare for him to visit, especially after the fight he had with their father.
"Baby sis, hows it goin??" He asked happily as he placed her down and shut the door.
"It's all good on this side boy!! How about you and Danika?" She asked raising her eyebrows as she poured them both some orange juice.
"Ahh you know, we doing' good, actually...so good in fact...I asked her to marry me" He waited for her reaction but he was greeted with something he didn't expect. Nicki turned around holding her stomach tentatively, her face colour was almost green.
"Nic, I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, please don't be like this?" He pleaded but then he saw her face. "Onika, you ok you lo-" he stopped talking when she darted to the bathroom, she was gone for about 5 minutes before she reappeared.
"Sorry...it must have been something I ate or some virus.." She lied as she neared him.
"You need me to go get you some pepto?" He looked concerned and cute. She laughed and shook her head.
"No fool, I need you to spill the deets on this wedding of yours!" she said smiling from ear to ear. He relaxed a little knowing that she wasn't mad at him, he respected her thoughts on girls he dated and was glad she approved of Danika because he really liked her.
As they shared conversation and filled each other in on what was going on in their lives Jelani started to get fidgety.
"Keep your damn hands still boy!" She said whilst laughing, during their talk Nicki had made them brunch. As she was clearing the plates away Jelani was going on about something and as she heard him saying "moving to florida" she felt a sharp pain in her abdomen. She dropped the plates she was carrying and bent over holding her stomach as she cried out in pain. Jelani ran over to her immediately.
"NICKI! What's wrong?!" He was shaking and didn't know what to do, for a grown man he felt helpless. Just as he was about to reach for the phone Safaree busted through the door and yelled.
"Get yo' lazy ass up outta bed Onika!!" he turned whilst laughing until his eyes locked onto Nicki and Jelani in the kitchen.
"What the fuck!! What's happening!?" He yelled.
"Uugh Faree, somethings wrong..." She said as the pain intensified and she lowered herself to the ground.
"Is it the baby?!" Safaree asked without thinking.
"Ohh...I don't know, one minute I was fine and then then ne-" she stopped talking as she realised that Jelani was listening to everything. He had an angry expression on his face as he turned to look her in the eyes.
"Baby?! What BABY?!" He screamed, now directing his question at Safaree.
"Lani please? Stop..yelling at him, it's not him, he's not the father!" She yelled back as she started to cry, partially from the pain and fear as well as her brother's angry reaction.
Safaree had heard enough. "Why the fuck we just standin' here arguing when yo' baby sister is sat screaming in pain on the goddam floor?!!!" He screamed as he scooped Nicki up. She gasped in pain as he did so, making him stop what he was doing.
"Sorry! I'm sorry, did I hurt you??" He asked quickly, Jelani calmed down when he saw how much Safaree cared for her, he quickly grabbed his keys and got in the car. Safaree gently put Nicki in the back of the car as her tears and cries got worse, he rode in the back with her trying to calm her down as Jelani sped through mid-morning traffic to the hospital...
*Dun Dun Duuuuuun....My first real cliffy!! Pleeeeeease comment if you read, I have no idea what the hell I am doing, prolly doing it all wrong... :( *
Sunday, 10 June 2012
Flashback: Doing The Deed...
3 Months Earlier...
The flyers for the Seniors Party on friday were pasted on almost every free space on every wall of the high school. As Nicki Lauren and Candi made their way down the hall to the cafeteria they felt a huge knock to their backs behind them. It was Safaree, he handed each of them a flyer and jumped around so that he was walking in front of them, but still facing them and walking backwards.
"Why y'all givin' us these nigga, we ain't seniors?" Candi questioned with attitude.
"Wooaah chill out shawty! I AM a senior, so I can invite y'all if I wanna...but seein' as you ain't to pleased I might jus-" He was cut off by Lauren screeching.
"Na aah, we are definitely going!" She exclaimed, shooting Candi a dirty look. Candi, Lauren and Nicki were all 15 very soon to be 16, whereas Safaree had just turned 18. Yet they were still his best female friends. Especially Nicki.
"So you in Barbie??" He asked looking at Nicki.
"Faree, Ion know, I mean there is gunna be a tonne of people there and parties ain't really my scene.." She looked back and forth between Candi and Lauren's shocked faces.
"There is seriously somthin' wrong witchu kid!" Lauren smirked.
".....but 'you know who' might be there Nic" Candi said in a menacing manner.
Nicki gasped "Candi! Would you shut the hell UP?!" Safaree started cheesing like a mad man.
"Aahh so Lil Nic's got her eyes on a senior nigga now does she?" He started laughing as he said it. Nicki just shot him a dirty look and rolled her eyes.
"You talkin' shit boy!" She huffed as she sat at the cafeteria table. Both Candi and Lauren mouthed behind her back to safaree and whispered "Drizzy" and started giggling like hyenas.
Safaree's mouth dropped, he didn't really know the guy in person but Drizzy as everyone called him was captain of the football team and was probably one of the younger seniors he was about 17.
"So today is wednesday, that only gives us tonight and tomorrow to get sorted for the party!" Lauren manged to break the silence whilst they were eating.
"I think the mall is calling us!" Candi sang between laughing and shovelling food into her mouth. Safaree blanked out the rest of the dressy girly talk and focused on Nicki.
"I think you should go on friday...in fact, you ARE going Imma make you!" He stated proudly. Nicki shook her head and laughed.
"Don't think so nigga, besides who said I ain't already busy?" she cocked her head to the side and waited for answer.
"Gworrl, don't even go there we all know you ain't got nothin' better to do!" Candi cackled. Lauren looked over at a scowling Nicki.
"Come on Nic, It'll be fun! And if you ain't having fun you can just leave" Lauren suggested and Safaree added.
"Yeah, I'll take you home if you get sick of it! Promise!" He looked at her hopefully
"But Faree you'll be drinking, how is yo as about to drive me home if your wasted?" She asked hoping that they would all just drop it.
"No actually I am designated driver this weekend...we take it in turns to drive" He started smiling knowing that they had Nicki in a corner. Nicki looked at all three of them individually and huffed.
"Fiiiine! I'll go, but you and yo ratchet asses are doin' my hair and makeup!" She whined whilst making a pouty face. Safaree laughed and the other two squealed and agreed to the deal.
***Friday Night***
"Lauren! Safaree is gon' be here in like 5 minutes and you still spraying shit in my hair!?" Nicki half yelled, she was nervous about the party. She knew that her Lauren and Candi were classed as popular girls partially down to their connection with Safaree but also their looks, intelligence and humor. They were a rare combination of all three, they weren't like the plastic snooty bitches in the popular girl group but were equally as known.
"Calm yo shit woman!" Candi added from the bathroom "He is almost always late and besides it ain't cool to arrive early" Nicki and Lauren made eye contact in the mirror and immediatley broke out into a fit of giggles.
"Pauz that" Nicki managed to let out in small coughs as she contined to laugh, it only made it worse when Candi's unamused face popped out from the bathroom.
"Ha. Ha. Very funny" she said dryly as Lauren finished up Nicki's hair.
Nicki was wearing her hair down and straightened, with her makeup kept to a natural look. Her dress was a light shade of pink and hugged her curves in all the right places, stopping a little bit above her knee so it wasn't too short. Candi had opted for a blue dress that looked amazing on her and emphasised her makeup, which Lauren and Nicki had spent ages doing. Lauren had decided after about 20 different dresses that she would wear a black mini dress that stopped half-way down her thigh, she always managed to make her outfits look classy even if they were super short. Her make-up was also kept natural but unlike Nicki she didn't have bright pink lipstick on. Candi and Lauren had agreed that Nicki was the only person they knew that could pull of that lip colour. Their small talk was interrupted by a shy knock on Nicki's bedroom door.
"Nicki, girls, Safaree is here. He is waiting downstairs so hurry up!" Ms Maraj uttered.
"K mom, tell him we'll be down in a minute!" Nicki shouted after her mother and looked back to the girls "You ready?" They all looked at each other and nodded with smiles emerging on their faces. Nicki went over to her wardrobe and pulled out three glasses and some champagne she found in their drinks cabinet downstairs.
"Jus a lil somthin' to get is going" she cheesed as they poured themsleves a glass, gulped them and went downstairs to leave. As they made their way down the stairs Safaree and the vaks started cooing and whistling playfully, Candi jokingly shoved Rex in the arm and continued out to the car. Safaree made an effort to point how beautiful he thought Nicki looked, and she did, he couldn't take his eyes off of her but shook the thoughts from his head as she approched him.
"Hey stranger!" She chirped, Safaree could tell she was a little tipsy, he knew she was a light drinker. He just laughed it off as he led her to the car.
***At The Party***
"Where did Candi disappear to?! Lauren yelled over the music, it was around midnight and Candi had vanished with Rex.
"Umm..Ion even know!" Nicki laughed and half slurred. She wasn't super wasted but she could feel the alcohol having an effect on her.
"Imma go find Safaree, don't move from here and I'll come back and get you when I've found that nigga ass!" She shouted as she blended back into the crowd of people. Nicki stayed where she was, slowly moving her hips to the music, when she felt someones hands around her waist. She gasped and spilled her drink all down her front.
"Ohh shit sorry, I didn't mean to make you jump" The strangers voice said in her ear. She didn't know who it was but their voice sent tingles down her spine.
"No, it's fine!" She said, a little irritated, but as he turned her to face him her voice got caught in her throat. She was eye level with the bottom of his rib cage, she looked up slowly, taking in his muscular frame and got all shy when she reached his face. There standing before was Drizzy Drake. He pulled her by her hand into the kitchen of the host's house.
"Sorry, I really didn't mean for that to happen" he said as he handed her a tea towel. His voice was deep and made her knees buckle slightly.
"...no it's fine, honestly" She replied shyly as he lifted her head with his hands.
"Whats your name? I've seen you around school loads, but never had the pleasure of talking to you" He said smoothly and softly.
"It's Onika...but everybody calls me Nicki" She said whilst blushing "...and your name?" she questioned even though she knew too well who he was.
"My real name is Aubrey, NOBODY calls me that though, I either get Drake, or Drizzy" He looked down at her and smoothed his thumb over her right dimple "You are really beautiful, you know that?
Nicki's heart started to thump so loud she thought he might have been able to hear it. It doubled in speed as his face came closer to hers as he leaned down to kiss her. She went to protest but nothing happened, she couldn't bring herself to stop him and as his tongue made its way into her mouth she let out a soft moan. He pulled away first and gently grabbed her hand and led her upstairs to one of the bedrooms, he shut the door and they continued where they had left off in the kitchen.
"Mmm Drake" she murmered as his mouth found its way down to her neck and collarbone. He sucked gently leaving marks on her neck before he headed further down to her chest. He swiftly but gently pulled her dress down to gain more access to her breasts as he playfully ran his fingers over her nipples before lettng his mouth cover her left breast. She kept moaning quietly as she let him pleasure her, running her fingers through his very short curls. He finished with her upper half and stated to gravitate lower and lower until he reached his desired destination, he looked up at her silently asking permission, she nodded her head and he removed her dress quickly and started to remove her pink laced panties with his teeth.
"Ahhh" she inhaled and started to breathe heavily as he kissed and sucked her inner thighs. She couldn't take it anymore, her body was aching with desire as he continued to tease her. She reached down and placed her hands on his head, letting him know that she was thirsty for him, he didn't hesitate and licked her once causing her to scream out in pleasure.
"Pleeease! Stop...te-teasing.." she managed to yell out in between moans and screams as he continued to repeat the same action.
"Tell me what you want baby" He said, his voice dripping with sex.
"I want..you..Now!" was all she could say before he pushed two fingers inside of her, she was so tight, he could tell she was a virgin. He started to speed up the movement of his fingers as she started to roll her hips against them. Her breath was coming out as short pants as she arched her back and came all over his fingers. He brought his hand to his mouth as he sucked off her juices and moved to hover over her face and kissed her deeply, letting her taste herself in the process. She reached for his belt buckle and ripped off his jeans, never breaking the kiss. Once they were both fully naked in the centre of the bed Drake looked down at her.
"You sure you're ready?" He didn't want to hurt her in any way, and he knew this wasn't going to be very comfortable for her.
"...Yes..I'm ready" she answered breathlessly still recovering. She silently braced herself for the pain she was about to endure as he positioned his 9 inch member ready to penetrate. It took a few tries before he finally managed to push himself into her, he continued to insert himself all the way extremely gently. He was so big and she was so tight, the pain was evident in her face as she turned away from him biting her lip to stop from crying. He stopped abruptly and looked down at her.
"Are you ok? Am I hurting you? I can stop if you want?" He asked sounding really worried.
"No, no I'm fine, the pain will stop in a minute" She reassured him and he cautiously started to thrust, keeping eye contact with her to make sure she wasn't in pain. Her face scrunched up as she felt him pierce through her barrier, she let out a cry of pain and he started to kiss her neck and face sympathetically as he eased up the thrusts. Soon enough his thrusts were being met by her hips bucking towards him.
"Ohh yes..Drizzy, ahhh" She hissed as he increased the speed of his thrusts. She was starting to enjoy it and got into his rhythm.
"Ahh Faster, Shit Drake uhh" her moans were getting higher in pitch and he felt her walls tightening around him. It was to much for him to handle, she was already so tight and this just drove him wild.
"Oh, somthin-" she couldn't continue, as she continued to groan as Drake cut her off.
"It's ok baby, let it happen" he moaned more than said "cum for me baby" before he could o any further Nicki let out a long moan as her juices covered Drake as he continued to work her, three long, hard strokes later he came too and lay breathlessly on top of her heaving body. They stayed silent as they tried to regain their breath and heart rate. Drake pulled out of her and rolled tothe side, he moved the hair from her face and looked into her sleepy eyes. There was something about her that made him tingle inside. He felt like a dick for thinking that, they had only just met...and just had sex but he knew something was between them. Little did he know she was feeling the same way, and little did he know she was only 15.
"I told her menacin' ass to stay here!" Lauren yelled in Safaree's direction. They had managed to find Candi and safely secured her in the car, now Nicki was missing.
"Ayo Ham! I see her, she over here!" Safree shouted over the crowd towards Lauren as he waved his arms to signal Nicki down. She looked exhausted and slightly upset, she walked up to him slowly.
"Safaree, I've had enough...can we leave now?" She looked up at him desperately, even though she was wearing heels he still towered over her tiny frame.
"Umm sure, thas why we was lookin' for y'all anyways" he said trying to read her facial expression, he couldn't tell what she was thinking, which was a first for him, usually he could see right thru her ;) He just put it down to the alcohol as he rounded up the others to take them home.
***Back At Nicki's***
She let herself in hoping and praying that she didn't wake her father who was passed out in the lounge room. She felt so overwhelemed and had no idea what to think. She had just had sex with her crush of almost 4 years and it was amazing....But that thought was tainted by the memory of feeling his warm deposit fill her, they hadn't used a condom. She hurriedly washed her face, showered and cleaned her teeth as she felt the tears coming, she jumped into bed and just lay there thinking everything over in her head and seeing the look on his face when she corrected him, telling him she was 15...
* That took me FOREVER! Please, if anyone is actually reading could you please leave a comment :) I apologise for any typos as well, and to let you know I snapped off two false nails typing out this >____>. *
The flyers for the Seniors Party on friday were pasted on almost every free space on every wall of the high school. As Nicki Lauren and Candi made their way down the hall to the cafeteria they felt a huge knock to their backs behind them. It was Safaree, he handed each of them a flyer and jumped around so that he was walking in front of them, but still facing them and walking backwards.
"Why y'all givin' us these nigga, we ain't seniors?" Candi questioned with attitude.
"Wooaah chill out shawty! I AM a senior, so I can invite y'all if I wanna...but seein' as you ain't to pleased I might jus-" He was cut off by Lauren screeching.
"Na aah, we are definitely going!" She exclaimed, shooting Candi a dirty look. Candi, Lauren and Nicki were all 15 very soon to be 16, whereas Safaree had just turned 18. Yet they were still his best female friends. Especially Nicki.
"So you in Barbie??" He asked looking at Nicki.
"Faree, Ion know, I mean there is gunna be a tonne of people there and parties ain't really my scene.." She looked back and forth between Candi and Lauren's shocked faces.
"There is seriously somthin' wrong witchu kid!" Lauren smirked.
".....but 'you know who' might be there Nic" Candi said in a menacing manner.
Nicki gasped "Candi! Would you shut the hell UP?!" Safaree started cheesing like a mad man.
"Aahh so Lil Nic's got her eyes on a senior nigga now does she?" He started laughing as he said it. Nicki just shot him a dirty look and rolled her eyes.
"You talkin' shit boy!" She huffed as she sat at the cafeteria table. Both Candi and Lauren mouthed behind her back to safaree and whispered "Drizzy" and started giggling like hyenas.
Safaree's mouth dropped, he didn't really know the guy in person but Drizzy as everyone called him was captain of the football team and was probably one of the younger seniors he was about 17.
"So today is wednesday, that only gives us tonight and tomorrow to get sorted for the party!" Lauren manged to break the silence whilst they were eating.
"I think the mall is calling us!" Candi sang between laughing and shovelling food into her mouth. Safaree blanked out the rest of the dressy girly talk and focused on Nicki.
"I think you should go on friday...in fact, you ARE going Imma make you!" He stated proudly. Nicki shook her head and laughed.
"Don't think so nigga, besides who said I ain't already busy?" she cocked her head to the side and waited for answer.
"Gworrl, don't even go there we all know you ain't got nothin' better to do!" Candi cackled. Lauren looked over at a scowling Nicki.
"Come on Nic, It'll be fun! And if you ain't having fun you can just leave" Lauren suggested and Safaree added.
"Yeah, I'll take you home if you get sick of it! Promise!" He looked at her hopefully
"But Faree you'll be drinking, how is yo as about to drive me home if your wasted?" She asked hoping that they would all just drop it.
"No actually I am designated driver this weekend...we take it in turns to drive" He started smiling knowing that they had Nicki in a corner. Nicki looked at all three of them individually and huffed.
"Fiiiine! I'll go, but you and yo ratchet asses are doin' my hair and makeup!" She whined whilst making a pouty face. Safaree laughed and the other two squealed and agreed to the deal.
***Friday Night***
"Lauren! Safaree is gon' be here in like 5 minutes and you still spraying shit in my hair!?" Nicki half yelled, she was nervous about the party. She knew that her Lauren and Candi were classed as popular girls partially down to their connection with Safaree but also their looks, intelligence and humor. They were a rare combination of all three, they weren't like the plastic snooty bitches in the popular girl group but were equally as known.
"Calm yo shit woman!" Candi added from the bathroom "He is almost always late and besides it ain't cool to arrive early" Nicki and Lauren made eye contact in the mirror and immediatley broke out into a fit of giggles.
"Pauz that" Nicki managed to let out in small coughs as she contined to laugh, it only made it worse when Candi's unamused face popped out from the bathroom.
"Ha. Ha. Very funny" she said dryly as Lauren finished up Nicki's hair.
Nicki was wearing her hair down and straightened, with her makeup kept to a natural look. Her dress was a light shade of pink and hugged her curves in all the right places, stopping a little bit above her knee so it wasn't too short. Candi had opted for a blue dress that looked amazing on her and emphasised her makeup, which Lauren and Nicki had spent ages doing. Lauren had decided after about 20 different dresses that she would wear a black mini dress that stopped half-way down her thigh, she always managed to make her outfits look classy even if they were super short. Her make-up was also kept natural but unlike Nicki she didn't have bright pink lipstick on. Candi and Lauren had agreed that Nicki was the only person they knew that could pull of that lip colour. Their small talk was interrupted by a shy knock on Nicki's bedroom door.
"Nicki, girls, Safaree is here. He is waiting downstairs so hurry up!" Ms Maraj uttered.
"K mom, tell him we'll be down in a minute!" Nicki shouted after her mother and looked back to the girls "You ready?" They all looked at each other and nodded with smiles emerging on their faces. Nicki went over to her wardrobe and pulled out three glasses and some champagne she found in their drinks cabinet downstairs.
"Jus a lil somthin' to get is going" she cheesed as they poured themsleves a glass, gulped them and went downstairs to leave. As they made their way down the stairs Safaree and the vaks started cooing and whistling playfully, Candi jokingly shoved Rex in the arm and continued out to the car. Safaree made an effort to point how beautiful he thought Nicki looked, and she did, he couldn't take his eyes off of her but shook the thoughts from his head as she approched him.
"Hey stranger!" She chirped, Safaree could tell she was a little tipsy, he knew she was a light drinker. He just laughed it off as he led her to the car.
***At The Party***
"Where did Candi disappear to?! Lauren yelled over the music, it was around midnight and Candi had vanished with Rex.
"Umm..Ion even know!" Nicki laughed and half slurred. She wasn't super wasted but she could feel the alcohol having an effect on her.
"Imma go find Safaree, don't move from here and I'll come back and get you when I've found that nigga ass!" She shouted as she blended back into the crowd of people. Nicki stayed where she was, slowly moving her hips to the music, when she felt someones hands around her waist. She gasped and spilled her drink all down her front.
"Ohh shit sorry, I didn't mean to make you jump" The strangers voice said in her ear. She didn't know who it was but their voice sent tingles down her spine.
"No, it's fine!" She said, a little irritated, but as he turned her to face him her voice got caught in her throat. She was eye level with the bottom of his rib cage, she looked up slowly, taking in his muscular frame and got all shy when she reached his face. There standing before was Drizzy Drake. He pulled her by her hand into the kitchen of the host's house.
"Sorry, I really didn't mean for that to happen" he said as he handed her a tea towel. His voice was deep and made her knees buckle slightly.
"...no it's fine, honestly" She replied shyly as he lifted her head with his hands.
"Whats your name? I've seen you around school loads, but never had the pleasure of talking to you" He said smoothly and softly.
"It's Onika...but everybody calls me Nicki" She said whilst blushing "...and your name?" she questioned even though she knew too well who he was.
"My real name is Aubrey, NOBODY calls me that though, I either get Drake, or Drizzy" He looked down at her and smoothed his thumb over her right dimple "You are really beautiful, you know that?
Nicki's heart started to thump so loud she thought he might have been able to hear it. It doubled in speed as his face came closer to hers as he leaned down to kiss her. She went to protest but nothing happened, she couldn't bring herself to stop him and as his tongue made its way into her mouth she let out a soft moan. He pulled away first and gently grabbed her hand and led her upstairs to one of the bedrooms, he shut the door and they continued where they had left off in the kitchen.
"Mmm Drake" she murmered as his mouth found its way down to her neck and collarbone. He sucked gently leaving marks on her neck before he headed further down to her chest. He swiftly but gently pulled her dress down to gain more access to her breasts as he playfully ran his fingers over her nipples before lettng his mouth cover her left breast. She kept moaning quietly as she let him pleasure her, running her fingers through his very short curls. He finished with her upper half and stated to gravitate lower and lower until he reached his desired destination, he looked up at her silently asking permission, she nodded her head and he removed her dress quickly and started to remove her pink laced panties with his teeth.
"Ahhh" she inhaled and started to breathe heavily as he kissed and sucked her inner thighs. She couldn't take it anymore, her body was aching with desire as he continued to tease her. She reached down and placed her hands on his head, letting him know that she was thirsty for him, he didn't hesitate and licked her once causing her to scream out in pleasure.
"Pleeease! Stop...te-teasing.." she managed to yell out in between moans and screams as he continued to repeat the same action.
"Tell me what you want baby" He said, his voice dripping with sex.
"I want..you..Now!" was all she could say before he pushed two fingers inside of her, she was so tight, he could tell she was a virgin. He started to speed up the movement of his fingers as she started to roll her hips against them. Her breath was coming out as short pants as she arched her back and came all over his fingers. He brought his hand to his mouth as he sucked off her juices and moved to hover over her face and kissed her deeply, letting her taste herself in the process. She reached for his belt buckle and ripped off his jeans, never breaking the kiss. Once they were both fully naked in the centre of the bed Drake looked down at her.
"You sure you're ready?" He didn't want to hurt her in any way, and he knew this wasn't going to be very comfortable for her.
"...Yes..I'm ready" she answered breathlessly still recovering. She silently braced herself for the pain she was about to endure as he positioned his 9 inch member ready to penetrate. It took a few tries before he finally managed to push himself into her, he continued to insert himself all the way extremely gently. He was so big and she was so tight, the pain was evident in her face as she turned away from him biting her lip to stop from crying. He stopped abruptly and looked down at her.
"Are you ok? Am I hurting you? I can stop if you want?" He asked sounding really worried.
"No, no I'm fine, the pain will stop in a minute" She reassured him and he cautiously started to thrust, keeping eye contact with her to make sure she wasn't in pain. Her face scrunched up as she felt him pierce through her barrier, she let out a cry of pain and he started to kiss her neck and face sympathetically as he eased up the thrusts. Soon enough his thrusts were being met by her hips bucking towards him.
"Ohh yes..Drizzy, ahhh" She hissed as he increased the speed of his thrusts. She was starting to enjoy it and got into his rhythm.
"Ahh Faster, Shit Drake uhh" her moans were getting higher in pitch and he felt her walls tightening around him. It was to much for him to handle, she was already so tight and this just drove him wild.
"Oh, somthin-" she couldn't continue, as she continued to groan as Drake cut her off.
"It's ok baby, let it happen" he moaned more than said "cum for me baby" before he could o any further Nicki let out a long moan as her juices covered Drake as he continued to work her, three long, hard strokes later he came too and lay breathlessly on top of her heaving body. They stayed silent as they tried to regain their breath and heart rate. Drake pulled out of her and rolled tothe side, he moved the hair from her face and looked into her sleepy eyes. There was something about her that made him tingle inside. He felt like a dick for thinking that, they had only just met...and just had sex but he knew something was between them. Little did he know she was feeling the same way, and little did he know she was only 15.
"I told her menacin' ass to stay here!" Lauren yelled in Safaree's direction. They had managed to find Candi and safely secured her in the car, now Nicki was missing.
"Ayo Ham! I see her, she over here!" Safree shouted over the crowd towards Lauren as he waved his arms to signal Nicki down. She looked exhausted and slightly upset, she walked up to him slowly.
"Safaree, I've had enough...can we leave now?" She looked up at him desperately, even though she was wearing heels he still towered over her tiny frame.
"Umm sure, thas why we was lookin' for y'all anyways" he said trying to read her facial expression, he couldn't tell what she was thinking, which was a first for him, usually he could see right thru her ;) He just put it down to the alcohol as he rounded up the others to take them home.
***Back At Nicki's***
She let herself in hoping and praying that she didn't wake her father who was passed out in the lounge room. She felt so overwhelemed and had no idea what to think. She had just had sex with her crush of almost 4 years and it was amazing....But that thought was tainted by the memory of feeling his warm deposit fill her, they hadn't used a condom. She hurriedly washed her face, showered and cleaned her teeth as she felt the tears coming, she jumped into bed and just lay there thinking everything over in her head and seeing the look on his face when she corrected him, telling him she was 15...
* That took me FOREVER! Please, if anyone is actually reading could you please leave a comment :) I apologise for any typos as well, and to let you know I snapped off two false nails typing out this >____>. *
Saturday, 9 June 2012
The Revelation
Safaree made the turn down his street as Nicki sat silently in the passenger seat. He looked over at her and knew that she could feel him watching her.
"So, you gon' tell me what's going on?" he asked casually as he pulled into his driveway.
Nicki looked down at her nails and fidgeted as he turned the engine off and the car became silent.
"Hello? Nicki I'm talking to you" he continued, still nothing "Look I don't know what I've done or why you been ignoring a coon for the past few weeks but I'm s'posed to be your best friend! How can I be that when you won't let me?" He stopped suddenly as he realised she was crying again.
Safaree had been Nicki's best friend for almost forever. He was always there for her no matter what. Those nights when her father would come home screaming and shouting Nicki would run a few blocks down to Safaree's house and he would hold her until she stopped crying and fell to sleep. He always noticed the bruises on her arms but never brought them up, he just knew that he would always be there for her and constantly let her know that.
"Please don't cry Nicki" he tried to comfort her, he felt bad now especially because he hated seeing her cry. "Come on lets go inside, we need to get you outta those wet clothes and warmed up" He said as made his way out of the car. He turned to see Nicki slowly walking behind him "What is wrong with her" he wondered to himself as he let them into his house.
Nicki always loved Safaree's home, it was warm and comforting, nothing like her own home. The thought made shudder to think what might be awaiting her when she got home.
"Here throw these on" he said as placed some sweats and a T-shirt on his bed, he then left the room so Nicki could change. "Shit! I can't wear that" she thought to herself as she held the shirt up in front of her. She placed it back down and put the sweats on, she decided she would leave the hoodie on, the shirt would definitely cling to her bump.
"Nicki, I thought I said for you to get on some dry clothes, why you still wearing that ugly ass jumper?" he asked with a goofy smirk on his face.
"I'm ok Faree, honestly, it'll dry soon" She assured him. Safaree didn't question her, he was just happy to have finally gotten her to speak.
"Soooo you want anything to eat?" he asked looking at his watch, he remembered they had left school at lunch and Nicki probably hadn't eaten.
"Uughhh! I thought you would never ask!" She let out a small smile, she was starving, after all she hadn't eaten all day. As Nicki made herself comfortable on his sofa Safaree ransacked the kitchen for food, Nicki couldn't help but smile at his loudness and shook her head.
"What you shakin yo' head at?" he questioned as he re-entered the room, Nicki just looked at him and grinned, she had missed him so much and she felt so bad for avoiding him these past few weeks. She looked down as he made his way over to her and sat himself next to her making the sofa sink.
"Nic, you know I am always here for you, right?" he said as he pulled some hair away from her face and looked her in the eyes.
"Yeah I know" she whispered, she felt her stomach getting all knotted up, she knew she would have to tell him sooner or later. She didn't even know why she was scared to tell him, it wasn't even his baby. A lot of people thought they were together but there had never been anything like that between them, they were just best friends. She knew what he thought about girls that got pregnant in their teens, she was so scared that he would look at her differently if she told him and lose him forever. She collected herself and thought about how she was going to say this.
"Safaree...I do need..to t-tell you something..." she trailed off and started to get all worked up again.
"Hey, come on I'm here, just tell me" he reassured her and wiped away the tears that were escaping her eyes. He saw her inhale deeply and turn to look at him.
"Safaree..I'm..I'm......I'm pregnant!" She managed to blurt out between tears, she dropped her head as her shoulders started to tremble. Without hesitation he quickly secured his arms around her and they sat like that until she managed to compose herself.
"I'm sorry I was ignoring you for so long, I didn't want have you find out and leave me" She said softly with her head against his chest.
"Nicki, when are you gon' understand that when I say I am never going to leave you I mean it?" he asked, not expecting an answer "I will be there for you and whatever decision you make about this baby, you hear me?" Nicki looked up at him and smiled
"Thanks Faree" She said quietly, she paused for a moment "Faree, it's like an oven in here" she said as she sat up on the sofa.
"Maybe it's that damn hoodie you still wearin'?" he joked, the realised why she was wearing it.
"I s'pose you know now, Ion need to keep this on..." she looked down and slowly pulled the hoodie over her head. She didn't look back up to see his reaction but she could feel him staring and she felt self-conscious all of a sudden, she bundled the hoodie up and held it close to her stomach in an attempt to hide her small round bump from him.
"Sorry I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable" he interjected.
"It's fine, I'm gunna hafta get used to gettin' looks, I'm only gunna get bigger" She let out a small giggle, and for the first time in ages it was a genuine laugh. She finally felt like she wasn't alone anymore, she kicked herself for ever having doubted Safaree, he always let her know that he would be there for her.
As they lay around watching crap on television Nicki glanced over at the clock on the wall and jumped up quickly startling Safaree from his sleep.
"Oh my god, have you seen the time?!" she gasped. Safaree rubbed his eyes sleepily and pulled himslef up from the sofa.
"Wooah, how long was I out?" he asked as he saw the time, it said 11:00pm.
"Ion know, couple hours maybe" she said in a rush "Faree, thank you...for everything, but I have to go now...and dad will be home..." she said worriedly as she trailed off and looked up at Safaree.
"You need me to come in with you?" he asked with a voice full of concern, Nicki didn't know that he had seen her bruises.
"No, no, no don't be silly" She quickly dismissed his suggestion.
The two of them made their way to Safaree's car, usually they would have to get his dad to move his car out of the way, but his parents were away for the weekend. Nicki slipped back into her thoughts as Safaree started the car and pulled out of the driveway. She had done one task, telling Safaree, which had put at ease so much...now she just had to worry about her parents if Mr Tomlinson had called them and last but not least...Him.
*Not sure if anyone is reading but I have had pageviews so I will just continue, this isn't just for fun, I need to improve my creative writing for some of my topics at uni, so I thought what better way to do it!? Also I apologise for any typos, I do all of my typing on my iPad with false nails on...not easy -______- but heyho! *
"So, you gon' tell me what's going on?" he asked casually as he pulled into his driveway.
Nicki looked down at her nails and fidgeted as he turned the engine off and the car became silent.
"Hello? Nicki I'm talking to you" he continued, still nothing "Look I don't know what I've done or why you been ignoring a coon for the past few weeks but I'm s'posed to be your best friend! How can I be that when you won't let me?" He stopped suddenly as he realised she was crying again.
Safaree had been Nicki's best friend for almost forever. He was always there for her no matter what. Those nights when her father would come home screaming and shouting Nicki would run a few blocks down to Safaree's house and he would hold her until she stopped crying and fell to sleep. He always noticed the bruises on her arms but never brought them up, he just knew that he would always be there for her and constantly let her know that.
"Please don't cry Nicki" he tried to comfort her, he felt bad now especially because he hated seeing her cry. "Come on lets go inside, we need to get you outta those wet clothes and warmed up" He said as made his way out of the car. He turned to see Nicki slowly walking behind him "What is wrong with her" he wondered to himself as he let them into his house.
Nicki always loved Safaree's home, it was warm and comforting, nothing like her own home. The thought made shudder to think what might be awaiting her when she got home.
"Here throw these on" he said as placed some sweats and a T-shirt on his bed, he then left the room so Nicki could change. "Shit! I can't wear that" she thought to herself as she held the shirt up in front of her. She placed it back down and put the sweats on, she decided she would leave the hoodie on, the shirt would definitely cling to her bump.
"Nicki, I thought I said for you to get on some dry clothes, why you still wearing that ugly ass jumper?" he asked with a goofy smirk on his face.
"I'm ok Faree, honestly, it'll dry soon" She assured him. Safaree didn't question her, he was just happy to have finally gotten her to speak.
"Soooo you want anything to eat?" he asked looking at his watch, he remembered they had left school at lunch and Nicki probably hadn't eaten.
"Uughhh! I thought you would never ask!" She let out a small smile, she was starving, after all she hadn't eaten all day. As Nicki made herself comfortable on his sofa Safaree ransacked the kitchen for food, Nicki couldn't help but smile at his loudness and shook her head.
"What you shakin yo' head at?" he questioned as he re-entered the room, Nicki just looked at him and grinned, she had missed him so much and she felt so bad for avoiding him these past few weeks. She looked down as he made his way over to her and sat himself next to her making the sofa sink.
"Nic, you know I am always here for you, right?" he said as he pulled some hair away from her face and looked her in the eyes.
"Yeah I know" she whispered, she felt her stomach getting all knotted up, she knew she would have to tell him sooner or later. She didn't even know why she was scared to tell him, it wasn't even his baby. A lot of people thought they were together but there had never been anything like that between them, they were just best friends. She knew what he thought about girls that got pregnant in their teens, she was so scared that he would look at her differently if she told him and lose him forever. She collected herself and thought about how she was going to say this.
"Safaree...I do need..to t-tell you something..." she trailed off and started to get all worked up again.
"Hey, come on I'm here, just tell me" he reassured her and wiped away the tears that were escaping her eyes. He saw her inhale deeply and turn to look at him.
"Safaree..I'm..I'm......I'm pregnant!" She managed to blurt out between tears, she dropped her head as her shoulders started to tremble. Without hesitation he quickly secured his arms around her and they sat like that until she managed to compose herself.
"I'm sorry I was ignoring you for so long, I didn't want have you find out and leave me" She said softly with her head against his chest.
"Nicki, when are you gon' understand that when I say I am never going to leave you I mean it?" he asked, not expecting an answer "I will be there for you and whatever decision you make about this baby, you hear me?" Nicki looked up at him and smiled
"Thanks Faree" She said quietly, she paused for a moment "Faree, it's like an oven in here" she said as she sat up on the sofa.
"Maybe it's that damn hoodie you still wearin'?" he joked, the realised why she was wearing it.
"I s'pose you know now, Ion need to keep this on..." she looked down and slowly pulled the hoodie over her head. She didn't look back up to see his reaction but she could feel him staring and she felt self-conscious all of a sudden, she bundled the hoodie up and held it close to her stomach in an attempt to hide her small round bump from him.
"Sorry I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable" he interjected.
"It's fine, I'm gunna hafta get used to gettin' looks, I'm only gunna get bigger" She let out a small giggle, and for the first time in ages it was a genuine laugh. She finally felt like she wasn't alone anymore, she kicked herself for ever having doubted Safaree, he always let her know that he would be there for her.
As they lay around watching crap on television Nicki glanced over at the clock on the wall and jumped up quickly startling Safaree from his sleep.
"Oh my god, have you seen the time?!" she gasped. Safaree rubbed his eyes sleepily and pulled himslef up from the sofa.
"Wooah, how long was I out?" he asked as he saw the time, it said 11:00pm.
"Ion know, couple hours maybe" she said in a rush "Faree, thank you...for everything, but I have to go now...and dad will be home..." she said worriedly as she trailed off and looked up at Safaree.
"You need me to come in with you?" he asked with a voice full of concern, Nicki didn't know that he had seen her bruises.
"No, no, no don't be silly" She quickly dismissed his suggestion.
The two of them made their way to Safaree's car, usually they would have to get his dad to move his car out of the way, but his parents were away for the weekend. Nicki slipped back into her thoughts as Safaree started the car and pulled out of the driveway. She had done one task, telling Safaree, which had put at ease so much...now she just had to worry about her parents if Mr Tomlinson had called them and last but not least...Him.
*Not sure if anyone is reading but I have had pageviews so I will just continue, this isn't just for fun, I need to improve my creative writing for some of my topics at uni, so I thought what better way to do it!? Also I apologise for any typos, I do all of my typing on my iPad with false nails on...not easy -______- but heyho! *
Please Don't Tell...
Mr Tomlinson dropped everything he was holding and ran over to Nicki, he felt awful after acting the way he did towards her. She must have been genuinely sick.
"Nicki? Nicki? Onika, can you hear me?" he asked her even though there was obviously going to be no response. Soon enough the whole class had gathered around, Mr Tomlinson quickly dismissed them all and told them they could have an early lunch. Everybody left except Candi and Lauren, hey were kneeling by Nicki's side nervously.
"One of you go and inform the nurse that we're on our way over!" he demanded, Candi quickly shot to her feet and set off running towards the nurses station two school buildings away.
"And you, please grab Onika's belongings and take them to her locker" Lauren hesitated, she knew that Nicki was pregnant and was sworn to secracy, as was Candi. So she knew that going to the nurses station would reveal this secret however her worry for Nicki's health ruled her decsion, she leapt up and ran to change rooms to get Nicki's clothes. She would just have to prepare to deal with an angry Nicki.
"Ok, easy does it" he murmered to himself as he slowly and gently picked Nicki's tiny body off of the ground, usually he would have just waited for someone to come to them but the cold wet ground wouldn't be doing Nicki any good. Her body lay limp in his arms as he cautiously made his way over to the door at the nurses station, Candi was stood waiting with one of the nurses and a stretcher. As he lowered himself to place Nicki on the stretcher the pen in his shirt pocket hooked on to Nicki's hoodie making it rise upwards as he moved away from her. What he saw underneath her sweatshirt shocked him but Candi's hand snatching the hoodie back down snapped him out of his thoughts. Candi looked at him nervously and he gave her a look that said "I know what I saw".
The voices in the room sounded more like echoes but they slowly started to become clearer as her eyes fluttered open.
"Ohh welcome back Ms Maraj!" Ms Collins cooed as she made her way around the checkup table. "You've had everybody worrying about you!" She motioned to the door, through the small window she could see Candi and Lauren and...was that..Mr Tomlinson..She was just about to open her mouth to ask what happened when she got cut off.
"So, I gather you already know what is wrong with you?" She asked lowering her head and tilting her glasses to the end of her nose.
"I don't know wha -" She began but was cut off once again.
"Ms Maraj, you fainted..that's all I know" She smiled at Nicki and then winked and whispered
"I have put some information and lealets in your bag, make sure you read them and go see a real doctor!" She smiled once again and helped Nicki off of the table. As she opened the door she was bombarded with two bear hugs.
"Oh Myyy God Nicki, we were so worried!" Was all she heard as they continued the embrace. Candi pulled back to look at Nicki. She started to speak in a hushed tone, which to be honest was a first for Candi.
"Nic, I don't know for absolute sure, but Mr Muscles here mighta caughta glimpse of.." she trailed off as she stared down at Nicki's tummy. At that moment Mr Tomlinson edged his way towards them, Nicki didn't like where this was going.
"Excuseme girls" he motioned to Candi and Lauren "I need to have a word with Onika, she can catch up with you after lunch break" he ordered more than asked. Candi and Lauren turned to look at Nicki, she begged them with her eyes not to leave but she knew they had to go. As they walked away, they looked back at her and for the first time they saw her looking vulnerable.
Nicki's voice hitched in her throat and she started breathing fast and heavy, she knew what was coming and she tried desperately to hold back the tears. She didn't know why she was panicking so much and she was scaing herself, she slowly started to back away from him and he looked confused.
"Onika, don't worry you're not in trouble if that's what you think?" he tried to calm her, he had noticed her breathing and body language change and it was worrying him especially since he knew about her condition now. Without thinking she turned quickly a started running, she didn't check to see if he was following her she just kept running. She pushed through the busy lunchtime queues and crowds as the familiar feeling of tears started to sting her eyes. This couldn't be happening, now that he knew, her parents were bound to find out sooner rather than later. She quickened her pace even more as the thoughts flashed into her head she came to an abrupt halt as she crashed into someone. She shook it off and was about to keep going when two strong hands grasped her upper arms.
"Onika? Are you okay? Why you crying? Come here" He pulled her in to him and held her tight Safaree was the last person she wanted to see right now but his strong arms around her made everything seem ok. He felt her body relax and then start trembling, he knew she was crying and gently rubbed her back and spoke into her hair.
"Come on, Imma take you home"
"NO!..I mean, not now I don't want to see anyone yet...please can we go back to yours?" She looked up at him waiting for an answer.
"Sure you can" he replied as he gently wiped her cheeks "Just promise me you'll sop with the crying, you gon' got a nigga all choked up!" he payfully nudged her and recieved a weak, dimpled smile in return.
*Just to clarify the next chapter will be another flashback, just so y'all understand what has happened an all that! :)*
"Nicki? Nicki? Onika, can you hear me?" he asked her even though there was obviously going to be no response. Soon enough the whole class had gathered around, Mr Tomlinson quickly dismissed them all and told them they could have an early lunch. Everybody left except Candi and Lauren, hey were kneeling by Nicki's side nervously.
"One of you go and inform the nurse that we're on our way over!" he demanded, Candi quickly shot to her feet and set off running towards the nurses station two school buildings away.
"And you, please grab Onika's belongings and take them to her locker" Lauren hesitated, she knew that Nicki was pregnant and was sworn to secracy, as was Candi. So she knew that going to the nurses station would reveal this secret however her worry for Nicki's health ruled her decsion, she leapt up and ran to change rooms to get Nicki's clothes. She would just have to prepare to deal with an angry Nicki.
"Ok, easy does it" he murmered to himself as he slowly and gently picked Nicki's tiny body off of the ground, usually he would have just waited for someone to come to them but the cold wet ground wouldn't be doing Nicki any good. Her body lay limp in his arms as he cautiously made his way over to the door at the nurses station, Candi was stood waiting with one of the nurses and a stretcher. As he lowered himself to place Nicki on the stretcher the pen in his shirt pocket hooked on to Nicki's hoodie making it rise upwards as he moved away from her. What he saw underneath her sweatshirt shocked him but Candi's hand snatching the hoodie back down snapped him out of his thoughts. Candi looked at him nervously and he gave her a look that said "I know what I saw".
The voices in the room sounded more like echoes but they slowly started to become clearer as her eyes fluttered open.
"Ohh welcome back Ms Maraj!" Ms Collins cooed as she made her way around the checkup table. "You've had everybody worrying about you!" She motioned to the door, through the small window she could see Candi and Lauren and...was that..Mr Tomlinson..She was just about to open her mouth to ask what happened when she got cut off.
"So, I gather you already know what is wrong with you?" She asked lowering her head and tilting her glasses to the end of her nose.
"I don't know wha -" She began but was cut off once again.
"Ms Maraj, you fainted..that's all I know" She smiled at Nicki and then winked and whispered
"I have put some information and lealets in your bag, make sure you read them and go see a real doctor!" She smiled once again and helped Nicki off of the table. As she opened the door she was bombarded with two bear hugs.
"Oh Myyy God Nicki, we were so worried!" Was all she heard as they continued the embrace. Candi pulled back to look at Nicki. She started to speak in a hushed tone, which to be honest was a first for Candi.
"Nic, I don't know for absolute sure, but Mr Muscles here mighta caughta glimpse of.." she trailed off as she stared down at Nicki's tummy. At that moment Mr Tomlinson edged his way towards them, Nicki didn't like where this was going.
"Excuseme girls" he motioned to Candi and Lauren "I need to have a word with Onika, she can catch up with you after lunch break" he ordered more than asked. Candi and Lauren turned to look at Nicki, she begged them with her eyes not to leave but she knew they had to go. As they walked away, they looked back at her and for the first time they saw her looking vulnerable.
Nicki's voice hitched in her throat and she started breathing fast and heavy, she knew what was coming and she tried desperately to hold back the tears. She didn't know why she was panicking so much and she was scaing herself, she slowly started to back away from him and he looked confused.
"Onika, don't worry you're not in trouble if that's what you think?" he tried to calm her, he had noticed her breathing and body language change and it was worrying him especially since he knew about her condition now. Without thinking she turned quickly a started running, she didn't check to see if he was following her she just kept running. She pushed through the busy lunchtime queues and crowds as the familiar feeling of tears started to sting her eyes. This couldn't be happening, now that he knew, her parents were bound to find out sooner rather than later. She quickened her pace even more as the thoughts flashed into her head she came to an abrupt halt as she crashed into someone. She shook it off and was about to keep going when two strong hands grasped her upper arms.
"Onika? Are you okay? Why you crying? Come here" He pulled her in to him and held her tight Safaree was the last person she wanted to see right now but his strong arms around her made everything seem ok. He felt her body relax and then start trembling, he knew she was crying and gently rubbed her back and spoke into her hair.
"Come on, Imma take you home"
"NO!..I mean, not now I don't want to see anyone yet...please can we go back to yours?" She looked up at him waiting for an answer.
"Sure you can" he replied as he gently wiped her cheeks "Just promise me you'll sop with the crying, you gon' got a nigga all choked up!" he payfully nudged her and recieved a weak, dimpled smile in return.
*Just to clarify the next chapter will be another flashback, just so y'all understand what has happened an all that! :)*
Flashback: The Discovery
The signs were all there and she knew it. At 15 years old Onika, or Nicki as almost everybody called her, sat and dwelled on the thought. "It's impossible! There is no way this could happen! I can't be pregnant." These thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the school bell chiming through the classroom.
"Hey Nic!" A voice chirped in her ear, it was Lauren. "Candi's coming to mine tonight we're doin' the whole 'Girl's night in' thing...you up for it?" She asked cheerfully.
Nicki thought about it, her mind was all over the place at the moment and honestly she didn't think bothering her besties with her problems sonded that fun. Besides, she knew that if she did go she would just be putting off the inevitable. Taking the pregnancy test.
"Ohh Lauren, you know I would love to...any other time but mom needs to me to look after Caiah tonight, you guys have fun though!" She forced one of her adorable dimple smiles and said her goodbyes.
***Back Home***
"Onika! Onika!! I'm leaving now, dinner is all done and it's in the fridge it just needs heating up!" Her mother bellowed up the stairs. Who knew such a loud noise could come out of such a small person. Nicki shuffled her feet into her slippers and made her way downstairs, she had been waiting for her mom to leave so she could have the house to herself. She walked over to the living room and scooped up her younger brother who immediately started giggling. She didn't know what it was about him that always seemed to make her feel happier inside.
"So lambchop, we gonna get you all fed up then?" She asked him, making one of her crazy faces.
"Yuuuuuh!" He replied excitedly whilst thrashing his legs around. Nicki smiled at the way he was acting and set him down in his chair to feed him.
After Caiah was fed, bathed and put to bed Nicki sat her school bag on her bed and pulled out the pregnancy test. She breathed out slowly. "Come on Onika, pull yourself together" she urged herself as she made her way into her own bathroom, she had got the room with its own bathroom, although her older brother Jelani had put up a fight for it, she still won. Waiting to see the results on her test felt like an eternity to her, in a way she was glad because it gave her more time to prepare for what she would see but deep down inside she knew what it would say already.
She felt the colour drain from her face as she wrapped the used pregnany stick in toilet paper an dropped it in the bin. Her tears started trickiling down her face and soon enough those few tears turned into uncontrollable sobs, she could hardly stand and so shuffled slowly to her bed and secured herself under the covers after turning her light off. She hadn't cried this much since her older brother Jelani moved out, he was her rock and he just left her in the mess that was her drug addicted, abusive father. She kept her hand on her stomach and slowly rubbed it, she had no idea what she was going to do. But one thing was certain, she was not going to get rid of her baby.
*So I know there was like, hardly any dialogue in this one but I promise there will be more!! Please, if anyone reads, could you comment...and be honest! I need criticism cause I have no idea if I am doing this right! :/*
"Hey Nic!" A voice chirped in her ear, it was Lauren. "Candi's coming to mine tonight we're doin' the whole 'Girl's night in' thing...you up for it?" She asked cheerfully.
Nicki thought about it, her mind was all over the place at the moment and honestly she didn't think bothering her besties with her problems sonded that fun. Besides, she knew that if she did go she would just be putting off the inevitable. Taking the pregnancy test.
"Ohh Lauren, you know I would love to...any other time but mom needs to me to look after Caiah tonight, you guys have fun though!" She forced one of her adorable dimple smiles and said her goodbyes.
***Back Home***
"Onika! Onika!! I'm leaving now, dinner is all done and it's in the fridge it just needs heating up!" Her mother bellowed up the stairs. Who knew such a loud noise could come out of such a small person. Nicki shuffled her feet into her slippers and made her way downstairs, she had been waiting for her mom to leave so she could have the house to herself. She walked over to the living room and scooped up her younger brother who immediately started giggling. She didn't know what it was about him that always seemed to make her feel happier inside.
"So lambchop, we gonna get you all fed up then?" She asked him, making one of her crazy faces.
"Yuuuuuh!" He replied excitedly whilst thrashing his legs around. Nicki smiled at the way he was acting and set him down in his chair to feed him.
After Caiah was fed, bathed and put to bed Nicki sat her school bag on her bed and pulled out the pregnancy test. She breathed out slowly. "Come on Onika, pull yourself together" she urged herself as she made her way into her own bathroom, she had got the room with its own bathroom, although her older brother Jelani had put up a fight for it, she still won. Waiting to see the results on her test felt like an eternity to her, in a way she was glad because it gave her more time to prepare for what she would see but deep down inside she knew what it would say already.
She felt the colour drain from her face as she wrapped the used pregnany stick in toilet paper an dropped it in the bin. Her tears started trickiling down her face and soon enough those few tears turned into uncontrollable sobs, she could hardly stand and so shuffled slowly to her bed and secured herself under the covers after turning her light off. She hadn't cried this much since her older brother Jelani moved out, he was her rock and he just left her in the mess that was her drug addicted, abusive father. She kept her hand on her stomach and slowly rubbed it, she had no idea what she was going to do. But one thing was certain, she was not going to get rid of her baby.
*So I know there was like, hardly any dialogue in this one but I promise there will be more!! Please, if anyone reads, could you comment...and be honest! I need criticism cause I have no idea if I am doing this right! :/*
This is just the begginning...
She sat miserably, zoning out all of the noise around her that is until she heard the booming voice of her physical education teacher.
"Onika Maraj!! If I have to tell you one more time about remembering your Sports kit...in fact, no YOU aren't getting away with this again, go borrow some shorts and a jumper from the lost property bin and meet the rest of the class out on the field! You've got two minutes!"
Mr Tomlinson shook his head and walked off with the rest of the 15 year old students towards the hockey pitch. Her two best friends Candi and Lauren looked back at her apologetically, Onika just nodded her head to let them know they were ok to leave her. After they were gone she let out a sorrowful sigh and dragged herself to the change rooms, she knew Mr Tomlinson would be timing her and to be honest she didn't even care.
"Why does he hafta be such an asshole!" She mumbled to herself as she rummaged through lost property. She hastily threw on some black shorts and then lifted her top up to put on a hoodie but stopped to study her reflection in the mirror. "Just relax Onika..nobody will notice" she thought to herslef as she gently brushed her hand over her her stomach. Truthfully her bump was hardly visible but in her mind it was like everybody could see it. She shook the thoughts from her head and put on a big grey sweatshirt "This musta belonged to a mad big heffa! Either that or it was a dudes!" she muttered as she collected her clothes from the bench.
Out on the hockey pitch Mr Tomlinson looked over towards Onika's direction and started clapping and cheering sarcastically as she trudged over to him. She rolled her eyes moodily and scanned the pitch for Candi and Lauren.
"Glad to see you could join us Ms Maraj, tell me are you going to join in or continue to stand there and daydream!?" He asked with his irritating monotone voice.
As she got closer to him a weird feeling came over her, she started to stagger slightly and everything was spinning. Suddenly everything darkened and she felt the cool earth make contact with the side of her face....
*Ok I know I have no readers or followers but I just thought I would post this little sneak peak of the first chapter and also let any future followers know that there will be hints of Onikafree and Dricki in this story..but all in due time! >_< Also this will all be ONE story however I am going to do flashbacks as some of the chapters so that you know the full story! :) Thanks to anyone who reads!! Please comment if you do read, as It will help me to fix up anything or improve things, as I already said this is my first ever blog and I have never written a fictional story before! :/ Toodlooo bugs!*
"Onika Maraj!! If I have to tell you one more time about remembering your Sports kit...in fact, no YOU aren't getting away with this again, go borrow some shorts and a jumper from the lost property bin and meet the rest of the class out on the field! You've got two minutes!"
Mr Tomlinson shook his head and walked off with the rest of the 15 year old students towards the hockey pitch. Her two best friends Candi and Lauren looked back at her apologetically, Onika just nodded her head to let them know they were ok to leave her. After they were gone she let out a sorrowful sigh and dragged herself to the change rooms, she knew Mr Tomlinson would be timing her and to be honest she didn't even care.
"Why does he hafta be such an asshole!" She mumbled to herself as she rummaged through lost property. She hastily threw on some black shorts and then lifted her top up to put on a hoodie but stopped to study her reflection in the mirror. "Just relax Onika..nobody will notice" she thought to herslef as she gently brushed her hand over her her stomach. Truthfully her bump was hardly visible but in her mind it was like everybody could see it. She shook the thoughts from her head and put on a big grey sweatshirt "This musta belonged to a mad big heffa! Either that or it was a dudes!" she muttered as she collected her clothes from the bench.
Out on the hockey pitch Mr Tomlinson looked over towards Onika's direction and started clapping and cheering sarcastically as she trudged over to him. She rolled her eyes moodily and scanned the pitch for Candi and Lauren.
"Glad to see you could join us Ms Maraj, tell me are you going to join in or continue to stand there and daydream!?" He asked with his irritating monotone voice.
As she got closer to him a weird feeling came over her, she started to stagger slightly and everything was spinning. Suddenly everything darkened and she felt the cool earth make contact with the side of her face....
*Ok I know I have no readers or followers but I just thought I would post this little sneak peak of the first chapter and also let any future followers know that there will be hints of Onikafree and Dricki in this story..but all in due time! >_< Also this will all be ONE story however I am going to do flashbacks as some of the chapters so that you know the full story! :) Thanks to anyone who reads!! Please comment if you do read, as It will help me to fix up anything or improve things, as I already said this is my first ever blog and I have never written a fictional story before! :/ Toodlooo bugs!*
*NOTE*
Ohhh yeah just to let y'all know, I know Nicki's song is 'Young Forever' the blog was originally gunna be called that but I changed my mind, it's now 'Forever Young' ^_^
New Story Coming Soon...
Well, I know I am being quite bold here as I know I have no readers or anything but I am starting a new Nicki story reeeaallly soon!! Prolly not the best timing since I nave exams next week, kill me now, but whatevs I still intend to start my VERY FIRST BLOG and FIRST EVER fictional story...so please, once I get started, commenst will help me a tonne!! Chow Mein ladybugs..and manlybugs ^_^ xx
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